Sunday, August 14, 2016

Carpe Diem Special Tribute In Memoriam Jane Reichhold (1937-2016)


Dear Haijin, visitors and travelers,

As you all know recently Jane Reichhold passed away. She will be missed. I have asked Jen (BlogItorLoseIt) to write a tribute for Jane Reichhold. Jen emailed me yesterday her tribute.

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Jane Reichhold (1937-2016), a tribute

If I could
live my life over
to be the child
who planted ash trees
to grow into temples
  • Jane Reichhold, Scarlet Scissors Fire

When Kristjaan asked if I would write about my bond with Jane, I immediately said I’d be honored. But to tell you the truth, I am woefully inadequate for the task.

For almost a year, Jane and I corresponded by email. It began when I asked her for recommended reading. If I wanted to explore the best tanka written by women, where would I start? A Girl with Tangled Hair (Akiko Yosano) was at the top of her list.

I bought it, devoured it, and thanked her profusely. But … I also made an uncomfortable confession. In taking such risks writing tanka (especially erotic pieces) I had revealed too much of my heart. There was fallout … and sometimes I didn’t want to write anymore.

And Jane (whom I revered even then as “The Queen of Haiku and Tanka”) admitted something astonishing. An especially harsh book review wounded her so deeply that she stopped writing. Completely. For a very long time. When she did write again, she wrote on a child’s erasable slate. She wrote, she erased, she shared with no one.

Jane understood! She had been there!

art is exact
like a woman in love
pencil and error
a blue-lined grid of wants
where death is unnamed
  • Jane, Scarlet Scissors Fire

From that moment on, our correspondence wasn’t mentor to student but woman to woman.

When my personal life began to disintegrate, she sent one of her handcrafted therapy dolls (named “Peanut”) in the hope that it would pull me out of a deepening depression. When an injury kept me housebound and wracked in pain, I was frustrated and furious. She asked me to be gentle with myself … but also said, “You are living my nightmare.” She hinted at health issues and failing eyesight but would not discuss them. For a year she was patient beyond measure … encouraging me to write again … she said people needed to hear my voice.

When a second creative source maneuvered me into silence, she sent her phone number and asked me to call. But ... how … could I call? I was so nervous! 


One day as I was ready to walk out the door a voice said, “Call. NOW.”
So I did.

We talked for about two hours. We laughed … a lot. We shared life stories and found more in common than I ever could have imagined. But she said, “the vortex” was opening under her feet. And she would not elaborate. Instead, she worried about my personal safety (a story for another day). She would not rest until I promised to leave town for a few days … so … I did.

there is a stone
tongue crushed in a room
of tombstone teeth
grapes mature helplessly
gathered after a funeral
  • Jane, Scarlet Scissors Fire

At the end of our call she offered an intense ten minutes of advice … delivered in a soft but urgent voice that could have quieted a stadium.

Find what makes you happy. Don’t let anyone silence you. Speak your truth. Write. Write!

So … sitting in the dark on a beach in Delaware, I pieced together fragments of haiku.

Once home, I went online to email Jane. But of course I was sidetracked by Facebook … and there was a post by Jane! Or … rather … a post from Jane’s friend.

Jane was gone.

Jane, I wish you had saved all those erased haiku. I wish you could see that I’m writing again. I wish that someone could have eased your pain, saved your eyesight, ensured your mobility. All I can offer is a humble “thank you”. You changed everything.

milk sky
the unbearable heaviness
of things unspoken
before the sandpiper
calls to the sea
  • Paloma
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In addition to Jane’s tanka (above) here are a few haiku from her Dictionary of Haiku, under Summer Moods. Please use them for your inspiration, and don’t be afraid to speak your truth.


lying naked
open to summer stars
this old couple

he's angry again
alone on the porch
with a red star

departing summer
and when it's gone
the river's low

touching myself
your name
on my lips



eating melon
bites given on the point
of his knife

nights
the grove of little trees
swollen with lovers

packing
between unworn shirts
sea sounds

company's coming
over-friendly flies
buzzing at the door

in rain in sun
how do you run from your hours
window box zinnia?


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Thank you Jen for this beautiful tribute for Jane Reichhold, what a wonderful bond you had with her. She surely will be missed by the global haiku world.

You can respond on this tribute through the comment field or link your haiku, tanka or other Japanese poetry form to the linking widget. You can submit your responses until next Sunday August 21st at noon (CET).


22 comments:

  1. Jen has out done herself with this inspirational tribute.

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    1. ... and yet it didn't feel like enough ...

      Thank you, Janice. :)

      jen

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  2. Those are just the right words Janice. Exactly.

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    1. Namaste, Forest Bather ... and thank you.

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  3. So raw and heartfelt...a beautiful tribute, Jen. Thank you.

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  4. Oh my goodness!!! Oh Jen, you have done it! An amazing tribute!

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    1. Thank you Jazzy ... this was a painful write.

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  5. Really a wonderful tribute Jen. Thank you for these beautiful words to honor and remember Jane. She will be missed.

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    1. Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to honor her. I miss her ... but her voice is guiding me. Namaste ---

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  6. Heartfelt and raw. A beautiful tribute and great insight to your own beautiful work .

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    1. You're so kind, Dolores. Thank you. She was an amazing woman.

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  7. Jen, I am humbled reading this beautiful tribute...you are so real "raw", just as Jane would have loved. Such a moving piece, brought tears to my eyes. I'm so glad you reached out to her and she touched your soul...never, ever stop writing...you have inspired more than you know. Thank you for this xx

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    1. So kind, Cheryl-Lynn ... thank you. This means a lot. I'll never forget her words or her generosity of spirit. I hear her say, "Write. Write!" when I feel like giving up.

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    1. Thanks so much -- good to meet you here

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    1. Thank you, Nicole -- it was good to meet you here, too

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  10. So very well said, Jen. Thanks for sharing that insight into your relationship with Jane. And the fact that this post includes a wonderful tanka of yours only goes to show how wisely Jane spoke when she said to "write."

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    1. Thanks so much, Blake -- it was a painful write -- I miss her emails already. And I still hear her voice :)

      That was an incredibly difficult tanka to write too.

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  11. A lovely tribute to Jane.She was responsible for my verse being published in an Ebook at a very low point in my life. Kristjaan and Jane also gave me the impetus to keep writing.

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    1. Jane and Kristjaan have been fantastic - lifting us up when we are down. I'm so glad she touched your life too :)

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